My Story: “Real”Reality

There comes a moment when the silent sleeping lion begins to rise… maybe not immediately to devour or to roar, but perhaps to tell his story. That speaking… for me, that day has arrived today.

A new adventure, a new purpose, but above all an expression as a “spiritual person”, something that for many is still a major obstacle to fully being or daring to be themselves. Online I have already seen several videos stating that the average human being has more fear of “what others think of them” than of “death”. And honestly, I understand it… I lived with that old fear for almost forty years.

From a young age, I saw things others did not see. And I am only talking about problems and solutions that remained invisible to others. Such as flawed methods within the education system, the ego of humanity, the pushing of agendas, the way a human being is supposedly “meant to live” on this planet… I asked questions that no one seemed to ask. But when you dare to ask big questions, you often receive even bigger answers… over time.

The same happened later in the music world, where I spent around twenty years, mainly behind the scenes. Why did no one see that “falsehood” and “masks” were so often placed on a pedestal? Far removed from real human values, decency, genuine passion for music, dedication and authentic emotion. Everywhere I looked, I saw people grabbing for the fast track to success, chasing the wrong examples, searching for a free ticket or shortcut to success without the pain, perseverance and dedication required to truly achieve something, to truly learn, to grow personally, to bring value.

And yes, I also met many people who genuinely wanted to tell a real story through their music… but never got the chance. The soul is gone. Maybe that is the real reason clubs are emptying and the scene is being flooded with even more “new” DJs and artists who claim their spot overnight, something that is perfectly possible in a scene fully built around that same fake nature. It is actually the same as our society. In a broken system, a righteous person cannot function without running into problems, because the copycat or sheep system is not built for your “different” way of thinking. It is built for those who walk in line and certainly do not speak critically, where laziness is acceptable, where show, masks and ego are seen as truth and example… and people accept this.

That is also the reason why I turned my back on that world two years ago. I could no longer participate in wearing a mask, hoping to be “discovered” by the same group that daily put mask wearers in the spotlight. It simply felt wrong.

Behind the scenes, however, I was living a completely different life… a life of personal and spiritual growth. Not as a floating dreamer, but as someone who always tried to connect spirituality with the rational and the scientific. And I succeeded in doing so, with a theory I wrote between 2010 and 2013, which has since appeared in several books and countless videos. What I once wrote, humanity is finally beginning to understand. I am grateful that more and more people are starting to see this, but also that science is slowly confirming it, such as in 2023, when the Yin Yang symbol appeared while observing light particles… (see photo)

My most recent book is The Holy Grail To Manifest, since 2023 available for free as an audiobook on YouTube, in which I once again wrote my theory “The Universal Manifestation Theory”. A bridge between Einstein’s quantum entanglement theory, the natural cycles and patterns of life, and the idea that everything moves back and forth and eventually reaches a peak… linked to balance in life, common sense and existing logic. That is all I really did… connecting already accepted science together. Yet it contained truth. I was spot on back then, all those years ago, without fully realizing it myself. You could see it as the law of attraction on steroids, but without the whole guru, floating or “cuckoo” nonsense added… because life is not just happy happy joy joy… something everyone already knows.

After more than a decade of experimenting with the laws of the universe, overcoming every fear, facing every inner battle, it is now time for me to bring this more into the outside world as well.

I have worked with countless artists and organizations, and many asked me why I could do so many different things… from professional music and video productions, to 3D architecture, websites, photography, building studios, drawing, storytelling… The answer is simple, and yes, without ego. I refined these skills by pushing through where others throw in the towel. And yes, also thanks to the theory I wrote, knowing that every thought, goal or “big dream” not only triggers beautiful emotions, but also the opposite ones. The polarities that inevitably appear and that you must move through before you master something… with falling and getting back up. Only that way can you achieve what you truly want to “manifest”, sometimes quite literally crawling through hell…

That is how it works, every time. And internally, that process is directly accessible. You can start turning fear into strength today. You can use every emotion, no matter how dark it may feel. A human being can refine themselves, every single day. Learning by falling and getting back up. But the outside world… that cannot be changed overnight.

So if you discover, as I did in the music world, that you are operating within a toxic environment that suppresses, ignores or ridicules sincerity and authenticity, then step away from it, even if only temporarily. You either walk away with self worth, walk away as a “victim”, or bring change yourself within a broken system or group. You can keep your dignity and walk away, or you can throw a few stones… stones of insight and wisdom, hoping others will start to see it too… and maybe that change will eventually create a shift… perhaps even help shape a world where real values and genuine love for music are appreciated again.

Whether we are talking about toxic people around us, a workplace, or an organization you are part of. If it feels wrong, then maybe you are not in the right place… or maybe it is up to you to speak up about it. And perhaps there is a greater calling calling you.

I will tell my story regardless of whether it receives a reaction or not. That is no longer important to me. The search for recognition no longer has any value for me. That era, that battle for recognition, I closed long ago, because it is an illusion and only confirms that you are still struggling with low self worth… something that dominated my life for a long time as well.

I am doing this now both for my own growth and for those who want to grow as a person. Sharing knowledge, inspiring, encouraging people to find themselves again… there is nothing more beautiful than that.

Kind regards,
Tim.